The owners at the physician practice I work at have decided to make a change and go with a hospital system. What does that mean in the real world? It means that I am being downsized and outsized. I am not going to get to go with the practice. That is very hard for me, I am usually the one to make those decisions but the hopsital system has administration, so I am not needed. I know it is a business decision but it still hurts.
This was not something I wanted to face at my age, but when really is it a good time. I look at my opportunties and will have to make a change. Change is not always a bad thing, but really could I have some notice. What, you say, notice... Life doesn't give you notice. I have been through change before and know that it is a process. I am looking at it as a time to reflect, what do I really want to do. My family is here, I have everything I need and I will take this time to take care of myself.
Thankfully, hubby has insurance options at his work and I will be covered. With Rhematoid Arthritis, I have treatments every 6 weeks.
Our challenges have been hard these past 5 years but God has always guided us. I cry, moan and process things and turn to God. He is my rock. It is time to embrace my gifts.
So, I think I will look at this like an adventure in antiquing. I will hunt and shift turn the jobs. You know how you search for something and when you find it you are so pleased.
So please grab my hand, say a prayer, give me a hug and I will give you updatesDi